November 2011
51 posts
October 2011
155 posts
don’t let me get in my zone.
love the flow. great lyricist.
“Ole boy you had your chance, and blew it… now stand back and watch a real nigga DO IT.”
Currently trying to claw my way out of my own head.
1.Listen without interrupting. (Proverbs 18)
2.Speak without accusing. (James 1:19)
3.Give without sparing. (Proverbs 21:26)
4.Pray without ceasing. (Colossians 1:9)
5.Answer without arguing. (Proverbs 17:1)
6.Share without pretending. (Ephesians 4:15)
7.Enjoy without complaint. (Philippians 2:14)
8.Trust without wavering. (Corinthians 13:7)
9.Forgive without punishing. (Colossians 3:13)
10.Promise without forgetting. (Proverbs 13:12)
Sometimes I hate being strong…
Strong willed, strong minded, and worst of all strong enough to handle difficult situations.
I just want to give up but I can’t…
I want to just stop but I keep on pushing…
Meanwhile, more things keep happening, more people try me, and the stress is sometimes unbearable…
I don’t even like talking about my issues because in my mind I think that would render new weak…
Something HAS to give
And so I pray…
Sometimes, I really hate getting dressed.
The tornado blues are obviously my life story
Sometimes I’m UP and don’t feel the weight of the world
But at the end of my high, I crash and burn…
Damaging any and everything in my path
All along I’m just trying to find my way
Because of my past people thing I’m automatically up to destroy them
I’m just misunderstood
And the thing that scares people the MOST, is something or someone that do not understand.
So in turn, I am always alone.
Stupid frustrations
Stupid school
Stupid job
Stupid people
Why couldn’t I just be a eagle? Or a lion?
I really need to break out of the habit of liking people solely based on the fact that they are interested in me.
I found that this becomes an issue because I feel obligated to reciprocate their feelings…. Which in turn, only makes me lead them on…
Welp, yet another reason I need to remain single. Clearly I am still learning things about myself.
I will get through the hard times, even if I do have to do it alone. I will be stronger in the end.
If you seriously think I give 3/4 of a Fuck about what you think, you have me and life all wrong….
Worry about your own situation, not mines. Bitchass.
retrieves calm
!!!!
If there was a moon that only lovers could see
I believe that would be the place where you and I would flee
!!!!
I put my pride aside, only because these feelings are so strong I can’t hide. I want you abundantly. With me.