Peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learn, If your knowledge were your wealth then it would be well learned.
I am a lover of the arts.
And a mixture of other therapeutic things that ease my never ending track of mind.
Twitter & Tumblr are getting up on the list too, but its not an art, just fun internet crap.
I lost my brother. It’s crazy how I was so young but the pain is still here, that look in my mom’s eyes, or the way her vioce soften when she talks about him…. It’s gotten easier for her but when she hurt, I hurt. O wish i could remember him more. I feel his presence occasionally, & even saw a glimpse of him a few times, but I almost can’t wait to be reunited with him.
RIP Baby Reggie
Although my dreams are almost always random they are quite intriguing…. my favorites are the sex dreams, It’s always a random person and we are always in an exciting place.
Sometimes I know my partner, sometimes I don’t…. I like the ones where I dnt know her, it’s more exciting then. It’s like she’s a mystery person, how did my mind create her?
My very own fantasy girl… but it isn’t a fantasy, it’s just a sex dream.
Could you take me as I am? I’m just a scarred man These hands need your guidance Take me past my circumstance
I wondered, in my drunken state of mind of course, if I had a girlfriend would she be able to handle me in this condition… I mean naturally I am a handful but under the influence of alcohol I could be quite annoying… so I wondered If she could deal with that? help me in the car, make sure I eat enough food, nurse me back to health, and so on… but the once I was sober I realized, I’m still not ready, I am simply enjoying the joys of
MYSELF. and my friends and family. and that is enough for now.
Am I the only one that leaves my phone in my room for hour on in?
I like my seclusion, & the fact that I can go away & not be found.
Also it’s fun irritating people that way.
I try not to rely too much on technology.
I’m not meant to be understood…
I’m different for a reason…
That looks thru my old text, emails, tweets, status of any other conversation of the internet & notices grammatical errors and gets annoyed?
I do that all the time.
is BEYOND hard to do…
but when you are wrong, even in the slightest way, you have to man up to it
damn, I HATE being wrong.
but I am I man that owns up to my mistakes and LEARNS from them.
I have these random moments were I like to reach out to people who I have been distant from & converse with.
The conversations are ALWAYS refreshing.
*sigh* If only I had the paitence I have NOW back then.
boy It’s funny how in the moment when you feel you are right, then time passes & you look back & say “Wait, I wasn’t exactly wrong but the way I handled that wasn’t 100% right.”
the thing all mankind should strive for.
maybe I shouldn’t have drunk that glass,
I’m feeling quite light headed…
& sitting in front of this laptop is NOT helping at all…
Clearly I’m bored.
But class is canceled
It’s too cold to go anywhere
& I’m Hella comfortable.
I’m neglecting twitter… FYI
Now this is a show, no matter how trashy it is, I will not get enough of.
Snooki is hilarious and J.WOWW is sexy.
& as much as I hate to admit mike IS a situation, I just don’t know what kind of situation. It depends on the episode.
Pauly & Vinny are cool too, I wanna pick up broads with them.
Ronnie & Sammi are lame, but only because they are in love… love does that to people.
Seperatly they are ok, but together they are annoying.
I dnt know how I feel about deena yet…
Of course I’m speaking of maury.
But nothing is on so I guess I will indulge…
25 degrees outside…
Under the covers, socks on…
Ears cold, run red…
Now all of a sudden Houston wants to go in winter mode…
I normally like the cold weather, but this is not wassup.